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Sunday, August 29, 2010

Nervous! Eep!

Monday we hope to have an answer on whether or not Dan has the job. The owner said on Friday  he had to make a business decision & needed more time to try to make it work. I'm not quite sure exactly what that means & what it all entails. But I'm praying that he can make it work. If this falls through I know its going to depress the both of us. As I mentioned previously, this is perfect for us.

If this falls through, Dan said he's going to get his GED & enlist in the army. That is something I absolutely do NOT want to happen. It would take us from our families. It would take him from us. And I start getting separation anxiety sometimes mere hours if I go somewhere without him. If I go somewhere where there's a large crowd, he's the only reason I don't have a full blown panic attack. He would miss out on all of Kyri's first & a good deal of the other two's childhood. And Dillinger will sometimes cry for hours when he has to go to work. And the idea that he might not come back frightens the living piss out of me. I'd be a wreck & insanely depressed.

Now, he's said he was going to enlist w couple times in the past when things got bad for us, but thankfully it got better. I'm 95% sure that he'll do it too if he doesn't get this job.

I'm so nervous I could puke...that's part of the reason why I've been blogging away like crazy today.

All he wants to do is provide for his family... He feels like a failure when he can't. He's miserable here. We all are really, but him mostly.

Oh, please let him get this job...

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Ange said...

I pray he gets the job he wants, but if he goes Army instead, and you need to talk to someone who has dealt with it for over 10 years, feel free to contact me.

Ashlee @ The Zombie Housewife said...

My husband has been talking about joining the army after he gets his GED a lot recently too. The only thing I don't like about the idea is deployments, I would miss him like crazy because we're together 24/7 if he's not at work, he's my best friend. I'd love to be able to move, and him to be able to enlist though, because I know he wants to. I'd prefer he join the Air Force, because my Bestie's husband is in the AF and she said the deployments were shorter and they are more "family friendly" or whatever.

Good luck on the job! I hope he gets it, and he doesn't enlist!

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